city blocks
Delaney Johnson
I can’t hear the harmony
of modernity and peaceful savagery
That lines the streets and serenades
the morning walking through
In fact, I hear nothing.
A numbness, not awe, has frozen my perspective
The city is stagnant, I am still
The police
The ambulance
But to no avail,
For I am trapped above all sentience
My penthouse is grand
Few others can afford this
View others walking below as ants
Who travel as a grain of sand
Falling without aim in the hourglass of time
I’ve built myself up and away
In an attempt to
To touch the sky and say
Here are the stars in the palm of my hand
Isn’t it grand?
But the black sun is hot
Its obscuration due to smokestacks, pipes, and cigarettes
It casts a thick smog of gray, a shadow of shameful heat
I never thought that far.
I never thought of the sun as a star-
A burning ball of fire that melts the wax
The wax from which I’ve fashioned wings
But unlike Icarus I don’t return to Earth
My consequence is to continue burning in the sky
Burning with unbridled rage until that too fades
Leaving a skeleton of horrible indifference
This structure not only scrapes the sky but pierces it
Casting a shadow of despair
Over miles and miles of dissatisfied
city blocks
Delaney Johnson is a fourth-year undergraduate honors student at the University of Florida pursuing a triple major in Psychology, Linguistics, and Italian. Her background as a flautist often influences her work. She is writing her first collection of poetry at this time and her translations of ecopoetry from Italian to English will be published in the university magazine Delos in 2025.